“I’ll have to say, you know, when I lost Paul, I was like, I went through about a year of just being like an animal. Like what could I do physically to just get my mind off of existentialism. Get my mind off of how transient life is and how we just come here and can disappear at any moment. How can I get my mind off that? So I just went frah, summer, crazy, nuts, bazerko! Like I did everything I could possibly do to hide from myself. And I’ll tell you, that my Ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. It wasn’t a sadness that he’s gone. It was more like a jealousy that he’s there first.”
– Actress Michelle Rodriguez
Pretty heavy stuff. What was more surprising than his death is how his cast members took it, they were all pretty emotionally wrecked. I guess that goes to show the kind of guy he was that he affected their lives that deeply.